......... I know its a maze, and its up to you alone to explore, exploit, steal and bargain clever alternatives and tools.
I had downloaded the app ( years before I "knew" what a jackpot I had hit accidentally) that transported my extra calcium to my outer skin and slowly turned me into a crustacean, but strangely , let me keep my spine, all alert and intact.
I was about to explore yet another space between a vertebrae with full control of her existence, putting all her fibrous muscles, nerve strands to leave her opinionated mark on the world, AND the soft, gelatinous life safe inside a hard shell with a secret and alive inner world.
This accidental download did come with a chicken-or-eggness to it; did my growing sensitivity require the shell, or the possibility of the shell allowed me the luxury of open-sore softness?............
I had downloaded the app ( years before I "knew" what a jackpot I had hit accidentally) that transported my extra calcium to my outer skin and slowly turned me into a crustacean, but strangely , let me keep my spine, all alert and intact.
I was about to explore yet another space between a vertebrae with full control of her existence, putting all her fibrous muscles, nerve strands to leave her opinionated mark on the world, AND the soft, gelatinous life safe inside a hard shell with a secret and alive inner world.
This accidental download did come with a chicken-or-eggness to it; did my growing sensitivity require the shell, or the possibility of the shell allowed me the luxury of open-sore softness?............
